Over the past few days I have been thinking what would happen if I disappear? What would happen if I fade away into oblivion? It may sound a depressing thought at first but its pretty interesting to think about it. 
The first thought which struck me is "Can I disappear?" Is it possible? I could perhaps erase the physical evidence of my existence but can I delete the memories? Thats not in my control. But then again, memories could fade over time?That is unless I have made an impact which would stay on forever. Im not very sure if Iv made an impact in anyone's life for them not to forget me. Family you say? I guess they would remember.
Then again, when I say "remember", I dont expect anyone to remember everyday. I dont remember the people I loved and lost everyday but there are certain occurances which remind me of them. Isnt that good enough?
I aint talking only about departing for good no thank you i have a loooong time left before thinking about it. Im talking of disappearing in terms of walking away. Its a possibility when you are constantly on the move. Iv shifted 4 countries till date and each time its a new life. Sometimes its not even countries, more often its the number of educational institutions iv attended (8 so far) Every school/college is different, with different systems,environments and people. Its made me adaptable no doubt but the fact remains that Iv lost out on a fair number of good friends.I remember them but the question is do they? So many things would have happened,so many people would have walked in and filled the position i had in their lives. Thanks to Orkut and Facebook im in touch with my highschool friends but even then the degree of closesness is vastly different and unavoidable.
So thats the whole unanswered question- can i fade away without making a difference?
I wonder..
